lightshinebrightly: April 2011

Dear 3 years,

I am so overjoyed to tell you how utterly finished i am with the way you have gone.

All my life i have shut up and moved on. It hurt everytime. But would you believe me when i say that i had no clue just how much it hurt until i was hurting myself?

Which was why i had to create this new blog, dedicated to moving on and being happy.

Making my family and friends happy, and most importantly, making the LORD happy.

I know now that if i had only put my faith fully in him that i could have gone up this hill, and sailed to the bottom on all the joy that following the commandments and letting VIRTUE garnish my htoughts unceasingly.

And i never would have felt this way if my family hadnt been transferred to the other branch.

When i came to the TC branch i was sure that i was going to hate it.

But after a couple weeks, i realized that these girls need me SO SO SO much.

And i need them.

Thanks to, Amamda and Marie, Sophie (my shrimpers), Daneen, Mama Kim, Lauren, Brenea, Gary, and the Sister missionaries.
Thank you to my seminary teacher, who has inspired me to live the Gospel in the biggest way.

A HUGE thank you to my pretty much "brother(:" Devon, whos life has also inspired me to chose the right at all times and in all things and in all places. He has been there for me when i made the biggest mistake of my life, and i cant ever show my gratitude in a way that would be comprable to how much he has shown me in my life. He is a TRUE best friend.